So, yes, at this moment---while you think I am writing to encourage you--I am actually procrastinating. Perhaps there will be a blessing for you in my personal procrastination. I should be walking on the treadmill, but I was feeling weary and weighed down. My usual speed was too fast, my attention drawn elsewhere. The weighted vest I wear seemed extraordinarily heavy.
As I sat here at the dining room table typing on my laptop yesterday, there was an interruption in the traffic outside. I ran out in my grey shorts, t-shirt, and bare feet to see cars stopped and our old golden retriever lying in the road. God bless the fellow that stopped to help. I ran through the house to get shoes, then out to the barn where I prayed for something to move her (she must have weighed 100 lbs, even with her ribs on the surface--yes, she was old). There was a slatted wooden fence piece nearby which I grabbed and carried back to the road.
Traffic was moving as the gentleman stood over Pretty, our dog, directing cars this way and that. What a beautiful picture of the Holy Spirit. When crisis strikes and we are wounded, the rest of the world moves on--but there was one who stopped, intervened, and helped me carry Pretty to the shade of a nearby tree where she and I waited for my husband to take her into the veterinarian. She was given an injection. It was all very peaceful. Her only yelp was at the moment of impact.
Needing a physical outlet, I found my way outside and pruned roses until our girls arrived home on the school bus. Now I'm a little tired and sore. And not wanting to wear this weighted vest and walk my four miles.
In all of this, I was reminded of what I read earlier this week and stopped walking to share it with you: "Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” (Matthew 11:29-30) What a great exchange--my burden for His. His burden for mine.
My burden: loss, the desire to please, the want to fix things and change circumstances. His burden: to please the Father, to trust the Father with all circumstances and things, to walk in obedience. What a deal. I give Him my sense of loss, the burden of unnecessary responsibility and cares. He gives me the ability to trust, rest, and obey. That makes life much more bearable. Peaceful. Joyful. Free.
So what do I do with heavy vest? Maybe I'll wear it tomorrow....
As I sat here at the dining room table typing on my laptop yesterday, there was an interruption in the traffic outside. I ran out in my grey shorts, t-shirt, and bare feet to see cars stopped and our old golden retriever lying in the road. God bless the fellow that stopped to help. I ran through the house to get shoes, then out to the barn where I prayed for something to move her (she must have weighed 100 lbs, even with her ribs on the surface--yes, she was old). There was a slatted wooden fence piece nearby which I grabbed and carried back to the road.
Traffic was moving as the gentleman stood over Pretty, our dog, directing cars this way and that. What a beautiful picture of the Holy Spirit. When crisis strikes and we are wounded, the rest of the world moves on--but there was one who stopped, intervened, and helped me carry Pretty to the shade of a nearby tree where she and I waited for my husband to take her into the veterinarian. She was given an injection. It was all very peaceful. Her only yelp was at the moment of impact.
Needing a physical outlet, I found my way outside and pruned roses until our girls arrived home on the school bus. Now I'm a little tired and sore. And not wanting to wear this weighted vest and walk my four miles.
In all of this, I was reminded of what I read earlier this week and stopped walking to share it with you: "Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” (Matthew 11:29-30) What a great exchange--my burden for His. His burden for mine.
My burden: loss, the desire to please, the want to fix things and change circumstances. His burden: to please the Father, to trust the Father with all circumstances and things, to walk in obedience. What a deal. I give Him my sense of loss, the burden of unnecessary responsibility and cares. He gives me the ability to trust, rest, and obey. That makes life much more bearable. Peaceful. Joyful. Free.
So what do I do with heavy vest? Maybe I'll wear it tomorrow....
Oh, Sydney! I'm so, so, so very sorry for the loss of your dear Golden. I know the horrible screech of tires and the shockingly fast loss of a beloved pet. I'm actually crying for you right now in Montana. Thank you for sharing your loss with us. I do pray that God will comfort you! So very, very sorry.
ReplyDeleteWow Sydey, that is wonderful and very touching. It helped me with some things I dealing with right now. God bless you always lady!
ReplyDeleteI really liked this.. I am going to pass it on if that is ok! Very touching.. YOu are very blessed.
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